082808- Stream of consciousness.

bake me
break me
I'm broken
and faking
and thrilling
the wild party
lifestyle
without you.

And one day
I'm so
on the level
of apricots
and party hearty
porno films
but what the fuck
did I do to myself?

and I miss you
I miss you
I miss how you
loved me
and kissed me
and promised me
a life.

So what happened
to our promises
and long nighted
kisses
and curled together
in my pink sheets or
on your floor because
you never needed
a bed.

And I miss you
like starlight
and muscle cars
and vanilla shakes
at two in the morning.

I miss you.