ready or not.

fucking

fuck

I want to kick something

like

a wall

fuck

and typing is like
trying to slam the phone on someone
with a cordless phone

CLICK!

hahahahhaa

no,

you are ready

you are ready

You've never been more ready.

because I am leaving in two days

and we can't go innertubing

and I had to say goodbye to my friends

and to my sister, and my nephew

and my mother is loosing her mind

like really

and its scaring me

and I am tired of crying

and tired of being mad

and tired of not packing

and I don't want to leave Choxie

and I don't want to leave you

and I don't feel like I am ready for this one bit

and my cat will probably die while Im gone